my quest to capture love in imageries seems a paradoxical one when at times my senses feel alarmingly deadened, weighed down by the heart. over the years i have forged a semblance of a shell around it, layered by the lack of a familial closeness and by the lack of a kin i can be absolutely at ease around. so the weight of my world is encased within. to the brim, yet hollow.
there is a possibility that it is this emptiness that spurs me to a greater level of sensitivity.
there is always still a degree of inward dying going on. i become lost in mere passivity. i am surrounded by a still atmosphere, and the world around me slips away, replaced by chaos in the soul.
it is not ideal - attempting to capture love in imageries to serve as a means to plumb the depths of my soul.